It is 1:00 a.m and I am having a hard time sleeping. Jaspers story - TopicsExpress



          

It is 1:00 a.m and I am having a hard time sleeping. Jaspers story aired today (or yesterday rather) in the Columbus Ledger and I want to thank all of you for taking time out to support and read about everything that is going on. Mark Rice, (the writer) did an amazing job. Excellent Writer. Heather and I found ourselves in another slump today. The blessings.. The amazing people contributing really hits hard. I know this would not be happening if Jasper wasnt sick. Not to my family anyway. There is nothing inside of me that feels I deserve help from anyone, nor do I expect it. I have made many bad choices in the past but for some reason we are seeing amazing things. At the same time we are hurting for Jasper. This is a beautiful World and the good is hidden in the darkness.. In a way I think that can be a good thing.. I say this because when good is unleashed publicly, the enemy attacks. It hurt me really bad to see a few negative comments under the article today. It hurts to know that someone would try and bring attention to something with no merit during a situation with a 2 year old battling Cancer. There was a small mis-print stating I gained full custody of Blaise. The statement I made was, After a long battle I got my son back. Since this article was printed I have been under attack by the enemy. There have been no lies. I recently got joint Legal and Physical custody of my son back. A huge accomplishment to me. I give the man upstairs all Glory. I left Shaw High School in 92, a few years later I received my GED and began a successful lifestyle focusing for my children. These 2 small quotes have brought the wolves out and I, for the life of me cant understand the debts these people will go to.. To the enemy I want to publicly apologize to you. I hope this brings you some sort of peace. I truly do. Now I want to apologize to all of you for even defending something like that when we are facing REAL life issues.. I have been reading the links you guys have been sharing and I want to thank you soo much. I pray to God with all my might that your kids receive the blessings you have paid forward for me, Heather, my children and most importantly Jasper. Jasper is soo lucky to have Heather as his mother. She sits in the background yet she is the most powerful force in our home. She questions herself about her purpose but I am telling you.. This woman, there is nothing she couldnt do if she put her mind to it. She has no clue but she is literally my ROCK. I want you guys to understand that God is real. Our hearts prove this. The way the heart feels.. sadness, heartache.. tears.. pure joy.. those are Gods seasons and reminders that he is alive and he is laying on your heart. It is nothing physical.. It is all Spiritual.. Jasper is one of Gods chosen ones. He was born Wise and continues to have us scratching our heads. No one taught him how to wear a hat.. At 6 months he began wearing hats. turned backwards.. and not by accident. At 1 he began wearing sunglasses.. Once hes tired of wearing them he slides them on the top of his head pulling his hair back. This was never taught to him. At 13 months he picked up a car and ran across the floor screaming vroom vroom . He demanded drinking out of regular glasses at the age of 1. He demands salsa on his chips. He was screwing tops back on bottles at 6 months.. He began patting his mother and I to sleep at the age of 9 months. He puzzles me and he has more charisma than Elvis Presley. Jasper, I know wants all of us to witness what he is doing. He is constantly saying look, look. He has 3 birthmarks. I am convinced God sent him to me, us for a reason. Please read the challenge below. It is not much but it will help if everyone commits until we get through this. I better get some sleep we will be back in Atlanta in a few hours. Please keep sharing and inviting. Give all Glory to God for the strength this boy shows. Thanks.. Jaspers Dad
Posted on: Mon, 26 Jan 2015 06:40:09 +0000

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