It seems whatever stress, worry, doubt, self-consciousness that Im no longer giving credence to when Im awake is arising in my dreams lately. I wake up feeling kind of wrung out and exhausted, as if Ive spent the night immersed in all the old childhood anxieties that have very little traction with me anymore - if at all - when Im awake. During the day, Im just so immersed in whatever is happening that there is no attention, if any, given to whatever fear/doubt/worry might be asking for my attention or validation. I dont believe my thoughts/feelings about the so-called future anymore or the ones about how I might have done something differently in the past. Yet, somehow, the pot is still simmering, the inner children still fretting - the deep introspection and constant evaluation and re-evaluation - the inner tyrants apparently all in a stew because they are no longer stomping on my freedom. Or something like that...
Posted on: Fri, 14 Nov 2014 17:05:36 +0000
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