Its 11:39 pm. Im up. And Im nervous. How did I get here?! I just enrolled for my first doctoral class and a flood of childhood insecurities began swarming my brain. What if Im out of my league.. ? What if everyone else is smarter than me? How am I going to find the time to manage this? How am I going to pay for all this? 10 years. Thats the maximum amount of time I can take to complete this. 10 long years, and I have no doubt Ill need every last bit of it. So why AM I here? Here I stand, on the edge of a cliff, ready to take a giant leap. And make no mistake, Im SCARED. But I know.. I know.. The best things come from those moments when you jump.. Fear.. Well, at least THIS kind of fear.. Its a good thing. And as I sit here on this precipice, I know one thing.. I wouldnt be here if it wasnt for the re-BOOT. (Say whaaaaaa?! Oh no she didnt?! Is she really bringing the re-BOOT up NOW?) The re-BOOT changed my life last year.. Twice. Each time I went a little further.. I dreamed a little bigger.. I look around sometimes and I have no idea how I got here.. But actually, if I turn around, it makes sense. I see all the tiny footsteps that led to this moment. A journey of a thousand miles begins with one step.. Tiny steps can lead to big change. Im not a salesgirl.. I hate asking others for things.. And yet I have no shyness asking you all.. Pleading with you.. SIGN UP FOR THE re-BOOT! I so desperately want you to take this journey with me.. B/c I know youll end up closer to your dreams.. I KNOW you will.. And I want that so much for you.. I sit here terrified, yet wanting this feeling for all of you as well.. Where you sit there, staring at the possibility of a dream coming true. Yes, I want it for you.. May Allah grant us that which our hearts desire and make it a means through which we all grow closer to Him, and achieve our place in jannah.. Ameen. confessionsofamuslimmommaholic/courses/re-boot/
Posted on: Thu, 15 Jan 2015 05:56:14 +0000
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