Its 3am & Im wide awake. Christmas is tomorrow yet I feel so depressed. I find myself constantly dwelling on the things I dont have, beating myself up because my son has 4 tiny presents under the tree, stressing myself out because he deserves so much more. Crying nightly because I dont feel like anybody cares. Driving myself insane because I push everybody away that tries to come in. But then at the end of the day I dont realize how much I should be thankful for. I have a happy healthy toddler (with an attitude to show for it) my wonderful amazing man who has stuck by my side when it would have been easier to walk away. A roof over my head & food in my stomach. Im so thankful for the few friends i do have & I am so happy for this year to be over with and a new one to start. Heres to 2015. Merry Christmas yall. Now the only thing that would make this Christmas is to hear my baby brothers voice.
Posted on: Thu, 25 Dec 2014 09:33:53 +0000
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