Its after midnight once again and I am up with a coughing baby emma and a baby Jaclyn all up on my lungs so its not like I would be sleeping anyways .... As Im laying / sitting here I cant help but think about everything going on in my life and everything I have been through to get where I am. I was 20 when I got pregnant with Kaylee and ever since that day I never once have looked back and thought I wish things would have been different I was so young and had so much that I could have done right in front of me but thats not the path God wanted me to take. I was blessed by God to get pregnant with my baby emma and only 3 months into her pregnancy I walked away from a marriage that we all know should have never even happened and became a single pregnant parent but still I didnt once wish for a different path I did the best I knew how and I got through it and was blessed with my perfect baby emma. I wanted to find someone not only who would love me but would love my 2 girls as his own and be a family as one. I guess God thought this family needed just one more perfect little princess so in 7 weeks or less I will get to start this journey all over again with Jaclyn and still I have yet to wish it would have been different. Life is hard and you never know whats going to be handed to you next. From the min i found out I was going to be a mommy 7 1/2 years ago I gave up so much , I believe I was brought in to this world to be a mommy with or without someone by my side I will always put my kids first and do everything I can to protect and love and teach them. I know im not perfect I will never claim to be. My priorities will always be these girls first. They didnt ask to be brought into this crazy sometimes hurtful world but I will do my best to make sure they feel safe and loved as long as I live.
Posted on: Mon, 24 Nov 2014 06:42:12 +0000
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