Its been a totaling frustrating day, and some aspects of it arent going to be getting better anytime soon........ We stasted out of the day going great, Jon David was in a great mood, we were getting things done on time. Danny was here to help us, our new therapy table that we bought for home was set up, Jon David had a good work out with Henry and we enjoyed visiting with him.....(such an insightful man). Henry left and we were getting ready to head to Conway for his work at McMasters..............and it all went to hell. We had a medical problem come up and we werent going anywhere until it got fixed and that wasnt happening anytime quick. Called the Home Health nurse and she was dipatched but it wouldnt be in time to get to therapy, so we had to cancel. We dont like to miss our therapy appt.s because it puts us one day behind....on where we want to be.....because we want to be THERE NOW! Shortly after I got a text from Twala the PT Profesor at UCA that we were to start working with tomorrow and she and several students have the flu and she didnt want to expose anyone else.......so we hate having to put off that, but appreciate her consideration....we dont want that flu! So Jon David took a nap and I research some medical things that I have questions about while he slept. The nurse came by this afternoon late and we hope that we are good to go tomorrow. But my biggest frustration is the fact that its the first of the year and every one needs tax info and reports on my business. The business that I have literally abandoned since July. I dont know how I am going to possibly catch my books up and get everything done.....ever. I was able to get into my office tonight for a few hours to work,Dave is watching Jon David, but as soon as I get going good, its time to get Jon David back down to bed and I get out of my work mode. Im not able to get anything done durng the day, my window of opportunity to work at night is limited....Dave goes to bed around 9 and Jon David is usually awake till 11:00 - 12:00 am........... The things I have to get done....not one person can help me with......I just need time and there isnt any. I literally dont know the answer, but Jon David comes first.........when Im frustrated or pulled in too many directions it effects him. Its a no win situation. This weekend is Bobbys Birthday he will be 25. So proud of this young man.....hes worked so hard and is beginning to see the fruits of his labor.....but more than that I love the person that he has become and I love his heart. He is coming home this weekend so we will have to get something planned for his birthday..... Still have the Holt Family so heavy on my mind tonight. I know the family is heartbroken and in shock. We all wish to be able to take this terrible pain off their hearts....but the truth is we cant and they have to go thru this. But we can hold their hands and love them and I know they have tons of people doing that right now. Please pray for this family. So excited to hear that Spencer Ewing got out of the hospital much quicker than expected. I believe that boy is getting stronger every day! He literally throws off these germs that keep trying to attack him! Or they are scared of Marilyn after all these years :) I am also torn tonight, because this time of year I start thinking about Valentines Day ....which leads me to think about the Veterans at Ft. Roots. Last year were were able to take treat sacks up to the hospital and during Elementary Night at Arkansas Baptist, the sweet students made Valentines Cards to take to the Vets. So I start thinking......(and those of you that know me already know what I am going to say)...how hard would it be to ask some people to donate some bags of candy, I can make up some treat bags and get someone to take them up there with the cards the kids will make........I literally drive myself and friends crazy. But its what makes ME happy, and I cant ............... So Ive gripped enough for one night and that REALLY was not my intention....so Im sorry. Please pray for my sweet Jon David, The Holts, The Jiriks, The Dillards, Lucinda Clark, Jannie and Lindas Moms and my unamed friend who is going to have such a WONDERFUL LIFE.....(I am determined to pound that into her head)! Thank you for listening.....and if you are at Arkansas Baptist Friday....please go sign a Valentine Card for a Veteran! Love you all! Jacki
Posted on: Thu, 30 Jan 2014 05:29:48 +0000
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