Its funny even when I had fully understood my faith and believed I believed with all my heart I was talking to a old friend on the bus and realized I felt embarrassed and ashamed to be that guy proclaiming Jesus and trying to convince a friend. Also even on face book there were small posts and versus but I was still embarrassed to proclaim this truly in front of all the people I knew and friends and even family truly the family was the hardest but the more it goes on the more I feel the love and embrace the more I cant help but proclaim it and feel the same way about others. I had been faced recently with a darkness that had once been me and the total shock of how much I had truly changed...But just my words and actions but what was truly in my heart I got the first time saw how it had affected me.. for the first time truly understood it. And Ive never been more proud about another thing in my life then to show whats in my heart now and proclaim what made that change that I honestly didnt even realize happened till I was faced with it and was surprised how drastic it was never imagining the scope of it. And I swear on my word that I pray and hope the Lord opens your heart to this truth and feeling and one day you stop and go who was I? Wait a minute who am I now? In Jesus name Ive been saved and the more of his love I feel the more I cant help but feel loving myself. I stand here now as a rotten sin riddled human being with the will to change. Thank you amen
Posted on: Thu, 13 Nov 2014 02:42:55 +0000
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