Its great to see and entire extended family love and support my daughter. At the same time it hurts to watch that and see them all turn their backs on me. It seems like they all are forgeting where Eden came from. Yes, everyone is hurting, but I am too. Jason and I had a relationship different from yours but it was real and my feelings of hurt are valid. You lost a son, a brother, a nephew. I lost my best friend. Yes we had conflict in our lives but I never looked at him without love. I wanted the best for my daughter then and that continues now and forever. I made decision the best I knew how at that time. I will never stop fighting for her and while I have done and said hurtful things, doesnt deserve you deleting me from your lives. I sit back and watch everyone rally together and it hurts. While I am not blood I am forever tied to your family through Jason and Eden. This is a time I feel I should have been embraced. Instead I was bannished. I have reacted as any mother would in this situation. I want to stand up and comfort and protect my child and have been pushed away and confined and limited to access her. Rules have been set with no compromise or thought on my feelings. This is a hard time for everyone involved but the way I have been treated is harsh and cruel. I cry buckets of tears and the hole in my heart , the pain I feel is immeasurable. Trust??? I cant live my life afraid to express myself for fear that it will be used against me later.
Posted on: Tue, 15 Oct 2013 09:35:51 +0000
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