Ive had many nights when I cant sleep, but tonight its because Im amazed at how God has worked things out. Im amazed at where I am now compared to where I was a year ago. If you would have told me Id be this happy, this content and this at peace, I would have said in my sarcastic journalist voice: really? Some monumental events have transpired in the last 13 months. Life changing events. I still cant believe I had a double mastectomy and started bi-lateral reconstruction the same day. And even though I feel pressure in my chest everyday, I feel my body healing, regenerating itself. I go to work with a positive attitude and gratitude. Im giving my best with every broadcast. Its not perfect, but its pure! I am loving my family, my life and that I am alive! Im not ashamed that breast cancer was an awakening for me. Its brought me to this place where I am right now. And Im shouting praises EVERYDAY! I have no idea how my journey will end, lets not fool ourselves, none of us do. The only thing I know for certain is that Im not afraid anymore and Im not in this journey alone. My life has value and I say again, Im not afraid anymore. I used to be afraid of success and failure. Im real enough to know, fear can still overwhelm me, but Ill face it with faith and fortitude! In my best Sunday morning voice: Im like a tree thats planted by the waters, Ooooooh, I shall not be moved! Be blessed and be a blessing if you can! #mysurvivorsjournal
Posted on: Fri, 08 Nov 2013 08:33:08 +0000
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