Ive made sum good and bad choices,wasted nearly a decade partyn,beat addictions,been homeless,suffered loss from friends/family/unborn dreams,broke a couple of hearts & had my heart broke a couple of times,let ppl down and been let down,been accused of more than i actualy did,told lies & had lies told about me,been an outcast for being myself from day 1 n not runnin wit the crowd,taught myself everyfin including how to be a man & how to be a father even though we never had 1 around to show us how,learnt how to apologize wen i kno im wrong and how to say my piece wen i know im right,never knew how to ask for help cos ther was never no1 i fot i cud ask,lost some "friends" made some friends,saved 4 lives n never took 1,built everythin from nothing n lost everythin jus to build everythin bak from zero again,switched my life around from livin in out of a caravan to buildn my own bizness n 2 years,gained sum ppl that i wudn change n lost some ppl i wish was still here,the years iv wasted are nothin to the tears ive tasted n my only fear is to stop tryn and stop pushin forward,n if any1 finks i feel like i need their appreciation or aproval or care wat the fink or say then their sorely mistaken cos i do wat i want wen i want n only ansr to me but everytime i read my son a bedtime story n hear him say"love you daddy" i kno im doin sumfin right & will continue til i physicaly cant anymore no matr who it rubs the rong way..im my own man.n i wudn change 1 experience iv had if it made me the person i am today,n if u dnt like me dnt pretend to cos i wnt wit u..Datssss life! :)
Posted on: Mon, 12 Aug 2013 01:03:04 +0000
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