Just got home from a wonderful night playing music. Played last night, as well, and had as much fun as I have had in a long time. As I mentioned before, I got promoted at work, and there is so much stress related to the transition, including new responsibilities, many things I dont know how to do yet, and many more hours at work each week than before. I started this week dreading all the day job and night job hours I would be putting in. I dont see my wife. I dont have a moment of down time. I am always thinking about the next day, and how much I have to do, and how much I am behind. This morning, I realized, I can only do today. I can chose to excel, today, or not. The actual joy in my life makes me realize the burdens and limitations I conjure up in my head are so far removed from reality, They are, in fact, fantasies. Real life is always better. I am feeling blessed. People believe in me, I have a great job, I play in a great band, and I have so many beautiful people in my life that support me. If I could go back in time (I do have a time machine), I would come back as me. Thank you all for being a part of my life. /sappy, happy rant..
Posted on: Sat, 09 Aug 2014 06:26:57 +0000
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