Justin I am missing you so much today...didnt even realize its been 8 months exactly. Ive been so grouchy. ..everything is pissing me off and the tears are winning today. When will this get easier. Some days I have no problem and days like today sneak up and kick me right in the heart. The unimaginable has happened to me and sometimes my brain doesnt register it as truth. But the facts are all around me...your empty room, the cross bearing your name, the marker which I visit many days more than once. Then I remember Alfredos family along with millions of others that are on this same painful path and I wonder how we survive without losing our minds!!! Death has got to be the ugliest thing I have endured. I wouldnt wish this on anyone especially the loss of a child. As I sound off about my misery I do have tons to be thankful for but tonight as I lay next to my sons marker my eyes are blurred by tears to them. I pray GOD will guide me through this as he has thus far. I will forever grieve for you Justin, I will forever celebrate you, and forever love and miss you...until I see you again son♡
Posted on: Thu, 07 Aug 2014 03:33:52 +0000
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