Kymber, Ive been sitting here yelling your name and crying listening to those songs. Im absolutely devastated that you are NOT HERE!!! I STILL DO NOT BELIEVE IT IS REAL at times. Please God Help Me. I Pray. Please God take care of that most Beautiful Precious Baby. She might try to be too get up and go and help too many other Angels, just keep an eye out Please? That baby saved my life and made me what I am today (or was). I came through a lot because of her, she was the reason I had over 10 years if therapy and have all the psychological background I do and went to college, to be a good role model for her.I learned to be a good mom, nothing like mine was, (neglectful and mean and mentally cruel). I didnt want to do that to her. I didnt want to hurt one precious hair on her Beautiful head. I love her and wanted the very best for her. But it wasnt my life it was hers. But I would give absolutely everything I own and live in the streets to have her back or give my life for hers. What is my life without hers? Ive just been screaming out her name to see if she would come back to no avail. I would walk up and down every street if I thought I could find her. Impracticality sets in. Bargaining, every thing!! Can I endure this pain? I dont know, I really dont. Im thankful for every little thing that every one has done, I am very grateful. Goodnight My Angel. Go sleep with your baby Serenity and be the MoM, I LOVE YOU FOREVER< Mom
Posted on: Sun, 23 Nov 2014 06:53:34 +0000