Last Monday she was suppose to get a port implanted and start Chemo on Thursday. Im sure the surgery team is mad/disgusted with us because we cancelled at the last minute. She was doing better and I was hoping, perhaps foolishly, that nutrition and herbs was helping. But the past few days since, she has plummetted... intense pain in her bones where the tumors are... I am back paddling, thinking maybe we should have done it, maybe I should call tomorrow (monday) and reschedule. I am afraid she wont even survive the surgery to install the port...maybe its too late and the chemo will only be added torment... it is her decision, but SHE doesnt know what to do... I dont know... I dont have a large base of family to even discuss it with to help in this decision... Doc Demorlis said do it when we saw him last, he will say why didnt you?... I am afraid the chemo will kill her faster than the cancer... but maybe Im wrong, maybe the effects wouldnt be so bad... feeling agonized over the decision... and no matter which we do, its not going to end well...
Posted on: Sun, 13 Jul 2014 12:17:01 +0000
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