Lifes a wave; ride it out. I accept my suffering, my pain, and my fear; I am grateful for all of my experience, even what of it I fail to understand. Everything I am going to experience is okay for me to experience, I trust my life. Everything is okay in the way it happens. The reason I feel that we create the evil we anger, hate, and fear so much is because we are busy being angry, hating, and fearing the nature of our own human experience. If we feel it is not okay, we will create actions that are not okay. Its ridiculously hard to accept that the worst part of life is just as needed as the best; that the worst part of someone else is the worst part of ourselves. We never know what we are capable of until we are put in a position where we have no choice, we can never understand fully why it is the way it is, which is why faith is even an option. Everything is meant to happen the way it does. People say we werent born with fear, we learned it; I believe we need fear in this experience to teach us that reacting to fear is a choice, and accepting the fear without feeding energy into any reaction can give way for a response, instead. All is perfect the way it is, even our desire to change what we find to be imperfect. Were usually standing on the other end of that argument pointing the finger, (talking about bad people); when in reality the mistakes in our experience are one of our most powerful teachers. Good people and bad people; Ive never seen either, Ive only seen people who make decisions. I cant blame anyone souly for their actions; not only do we not know what anyone else has been through, but we can only judge people based on their behavior. Their behavior is not who they are, its where they are in their heads (mindset), and in their experience. Any soul will turn against love if they experience enough fear, pain, suffering, heartache, and confusion. I certainly cant justify why anyone is the way they are, and our human hearts may never understand why we have to go through what we do, though there is hope in every action that sheds move love, understanding and acceptance in our collective experience. Everything must runs its course. We must face it within ourselves, then can we understand why it is here, and only then can we take it on, deal with it, and let it go. We all take on fear, we all go through it, and we all deal with it in different ways; its thrilling, sometimes unbearable, and it is a beautiful needed manifestation of the human condition. We only free ourselves of it when we are ready to face it openly. If there is no acceptance to the totality of our human experience, than we will continue to run from our own nature; which is only our nature, and I accept that. All is needed. Thank God for this experience; I am grateful life is the way it is and not the way I once wanted it to be. It doesnt need to make sense, it just needs to happen.
Posted on: Mon, 07 Apr 2014 22:37:18 +0000
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