Love, Loss and Scars. I poured my heart out to a woman. I emptied every bit of my soul to her. She rejected me, told me if wasnt enough. The loss, well I try to avoid thinking about it. Left to my thoughts, Ill devolve into a mass of emotions and confusion. Perhaps thats our natural state, who knows. I feel the pain most seeing other peoples happiness. Not in a jealous or envious way, but because of the sincere thanks I have for those people, that they can experience that. When you lose someone you love or value, it forces you to revision your life. When you lose someone you adore and crave, it forces you to reevaluate yourself. I built a life I wanted. I was happy down to my core, the fiber of my being. When you lose half of yourself, that life, well it moves from being a prized possession to a depressing reminder. Im not the best at relationships. I never will be. Im loyal, sincere and generally a happy person. Im also stubborn, demanding and opinionated. Its just who I am. Some heart break you never heal from. It lasts, like scars cut deep into your flesh. You will always see it, you will always know that its there. Sure, the pain will subside. Moments will feel less empty. Nights will seem less cold. When you look in the mirror though, youll know. Like a firefly in the night sky, it will flash past your eyes. Friends, when you have this kind of love cherish it, cherish your lover. You never know when they could be gone and when you could be left with the pieces. Holding no grudge is worth the scar. Being right will never be worth the pain. Proving no point will ever fill the hole. Your lover is brilliant, inside and out. Enjoy the waves of life with each other, argue when you must, make love always. Dont lose sight of their heart. Time can strengthen or decay and youre making that choice daily. Dont scar yourself. Pour your heart out today, not when its too late. Reveal your soul now, not at end. Hold them close every moment, because tomorrow... Well its never guaranteed.
Posted on: Sun, 31 Aug 2014 15:42:36 +0000
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