* MERI ADHURI LOVE STORY* POONAM jo main aapko batane ja rha hu use kabhi bhi likh kar ya bol kar nahi bata paunga ,aap use kebal mahsus kar shakti hai ye likhte huye mere hath kap rahe hai aur aakho me aasu hai . Poonam aap mujhe kal dopahar me lagbhag 1:20 ya 1: 25 (26-12-2012) me pahli bar apne ghar ke pas dikhi, jaha par giti rod par tha ,aap ne mujhe pichhe mudkar dekha aur maine aap ko ,main us time bike par tha ,aap dikhi par kuchh na kah shaka.jo main likhne ja rha hu wo shayd kbhi bhi mere feeling ko byan na kar paye kyo ki jo likhne ja rha hu wo mere feeling ki bash parchhay phar hai. Poonam aap good humanbeing ho ,amin good humainbeing hu ya nahi ye aapko taiy karna hai.Main aap ki tarh successful person hona chahta hu par main successful ho bhi gaya aur aap mere jiwan me na aae to jiwan me ek khalipan sa rahega.Aap ne likha hai life is puzzle ,ha mera life aaj puzzle ho gaya hai aur ye puzzle aapke bina solve nahi ho shakta. (( Aap ko yad hoga ki 12th me kisi ladke ne kaha hoga ki main aap se love karta hu ,jo ki main na kah shaka tha .Aap ko yad hoga ki ek ladke ne aaj se 5 ya 6 mahine pahale aap ko purpose kiya tha main wahi hu ,main us din ko kabhi bhi nahi bhul paunga na hi aap , Aap Anand cinema hall se gujar rahi thi us time par aapke shath shayad 3 ya 4 chhote ladke aur ladkiya bhi the , us time par Gandhi maidan me minabajar laga tha , us time mere dil ki dhadkne bad gae shase mano ruk si gae thi , shamjh me nahi aa rha tha kaise kahu par aapke piche -piche chalna suru kar diya ,kisi tarah himt juta kar jan buch kar aap se puchha aap poonam ho na , aap ne kaha ha PHIR MAIN NE AAP SE KAHA I LOVE YOU ,YE BAT MAIN AAP KO 8 YEAR SE KAHNA CHAH RAHA THA . Main ne aur bhi bahut si bate kahi thi, Main jab bhi kuch kahta to aap MUSKURANE LAGTI aap meri bate sunkar kebal HASTE hi rahi. Wo mushkurahte aaj phi mere dil me hai aur sada ke liye rahegi.Us rat ko main so nahi paya aur shari rat aapko yad kar rota hi rah gaya.mere aankho ke samne wo sari bate aane lagi jo maine aapke liya kiya tha. Kash mere pas hanuman ji jaisi shakti hoti to main aap ko apna dil chir kar dikhata ki es dil me kebal aap hi aap basti ho. Aap mere liye shita jaisi ho , Ram ne shita maiya ki agni parichha li thi aur aaj meri shita mera parichha lena chahti hai to main uske liye shada hi taiyar hu. Main aapke liye hi bana hu , aap ke bina main adhura adhura adhura hu. )) Poonam aap ko yad hoga ki ek bar koe POLIO SHARVECHHAN karne aap ke ghar par aaya tha wo main hi apne dosht ke sath aaya tha aur usi din maine aapke ghar ka no. And ward no. Jana tha shayad ye maine kanunan galt kiya tha par love me shab jayaj hai. Main aap ke ghar ek bar COPY magne ke bahane bhi gaya tha. Aap ko ye malum nahi hoga ki na jane maine aapke liye kitne bar mandiro me dua mage hai. Main roj jagta hu to aap ka hi chehra najar aata hai, sota hu to aapki hi yade hoti hai. Duniya me karoro ladki hai par aapke alawa kisi ko nahi chaha hu na kabhi chahuga , na jane kyo aap duniya ki sabsejada beautiful ladki lagti ho. Meri diwangi ki to had ush din ho gaye jab maine aap ko pane ke liye UPWASH (fasting) rakha. Poonam mere FACEBOOK PROFILE ke PICTURE me jo LADKI hai wo aap hi hai , kisi tarah maine ye photo 2011 me li thi jab aap dukan par kitawe lene gaye thi , Mahabir school ke bagalwali dukan par. Jab bhi ghar aata hu to aapke ghar se sam ke time par GUJRTA hu es aas me ki aap dikh jaye par en 8 salo me aap mujhe kal ke alawa kabhi ghar par najr nahi aayi.En 8 salo me na jane kitne bar aankho se AASU gire honge , na jane kitne bar hatho se KHUN ki bunde gire hoge , jab bhi yade dil ko dukhata to aankho se aansu girte ya hatho se bebjah diwalo par punch marta etna punch marta ki hatho se khun ki bunde bahne lagti , paglo ki tarah gam ke gano me kho jata. Aap ke bina main na ji pauga. Aapko yad hoga ki 12th ke final exam ke time ke dino me main aapke class room me hamesha aata aap ko dekhne , jab tak exam start nahi hota main apne class me nahi jata. Na jane maine kitne bar LOVE LETTER likha hoga aap ke liye par kabhi bhi na de shaka. Na jane aapke GHAR ki khoj me kaha kaha bhatka hoga.Na jane kitne din aur rate paglo ki tarah FACEBOOK par aap ko khoja hoga.GOOGLE EARTH par aaj bhi aap ki ghar ki galiyo ko dekhta hu. Aap ki PHOTO to mere purse me hota hai par aap hamesha dil me hoti ho.12th ke bad aap mujhe 5 ya 6 bar dikhi hoge par phir bhi aapke nam ka diya mere dil me jal rha hai. Yaisa kyo lagta hai ki hrek timtimati rato me meri aatma aapke pash aati hai aur aapki aatma se bate arti hai , kahi dur aasma me ek dusre ki aatma ek shath love ki bate karte hai.Na jane kitne bar kagjo aur dil ke panno par aapka nam likha hoga. Na jane kyo us aasma , chand,suraj jo tumhe dekhti hai use dekhta hu usme tumhari parchhae najar aati hai. Kudrat ki jo dhun sunti ho , hawa jo aap se takrati hai , jish dharti par tum chalti ho uske aahto ko mahsus karta hu. Na jane kyo tumhare shath janmo -janmo ka bandan sa lagta hai. Jiban ke harek lamhe me , shaso , dil ki dharkano me mahsus karta hu. Jab bhi koe love ki bate karta hai to dil me tumhara hi chehra najar aata hai. Mere rab ki hami ho to tumhara ek pal ke shath pane ke liye apna jan tak de du. Jab bhi khuda mere jiwan me kishi ko de to wo aap hi ho. Main aapke shaso ki mahk me hu , aapki dhadkno me, pairo ki harek aahto me, julpho ki chamak me, hoto ki mushkurahto me hu. Aapki yado me , khushi aur gam me hu.Aap ki madhur aawaj me, payari adawo me. Aap ke harek duaawo me, harek shapno me hu. Aap ko shunay denen wali harek surili dun me, aap ki parchhary me hu. Aapke nido me ,jiwan ki harek rang me hu. Aapki mashumiyat me ,aap ki mushkurahat bhari nadani me ,aapke harek shubah aur sham me , harek pal aur lamhe me ,harek miti jhut me, harek shachay me hu.KHUDA bhi dekhta hai aapko to mere najro se hi dekhta hai . Poonam ham ne ek-dusre ko pahli bar OXBRIDGE me dekha tha.2004 me ham ek shath OXBRIDGE me padhe the jab maine aapko dekha to aapke hoto par smile thi. Jab bhi aap ko dekhta aapke chehre par smile najar aati , Jab bhi dekhta kahta kya beautiful smile hai.Main 15 dino ke bad ush batch ko chhod diya tha sach bolu to us samy tak aapke liye mere dil me koe feeling nahi thi. Maine jis din GAYA COLLEGE GAYA me admission liya us din aap ko rikse par dekha aur dil ne kaha sayad ye ladki mere college me padhti to kitna achha hota. Us din main aapke bare me sochta hi rah gaya yaisa mere shath kabhi nahi huaa tha maine apne aap se kaha band karo ye sochna aur gushe me apne aap ko do -tin thapar bhi laga diya par phir bhi shochta hi chala gaya. Main jab pahle din college me ,class me enter kiya to achanak aap par najar padi ,na jane kyo mere chehre par smile aa gae .wo chemistry ka class tha main ek najar to aapko dekhta aur ek najar ticher ko.Main jab bhi college jata meri najare aapko hi khojti jab dikh jati to chehre par muskan aa jata.jish bench par aap baitha karti us par ja kar kabhi- kabhi baith jata aur aapke bare me hi sochta rahta. Sayad ye aapko pagal pan lage par jab aap sidhiyo se utarti to main us jagah main apne kadm rakhata aur utart. Jab aap college se ghar auto se ghar jati to main apne saykal se aap ka pichha karta aur chupchap phir chala jata kahi aap mujhe galt na samjh le eske liye kuchh nahi kahta.Kisi ne bataya aap kabir school me padhi thi , usi din se main dholkiya gali me roj sam ko jata.Na jane maine aapke ghar ke khoj me kaha kaha gaya hoga. Halaki aapki gali se kam hi gujarta kyo ki mujhe nahi malum tha ki aap kaha rahti ho ye to mujhe 2011 me pata chala ki aap kaha rahti ho jab copy mangne ke bahane maine aapke muhale me aap ke nam se puchhana suru kiya.Main etna bechen rahne laga ki padhay me man nahi lagta esi liye maine taiy kiya ki ab yaha nahi rahuga aur Patna chala gaya par waha aapki yade aur satane lagi aru 4-5 manth bad phir Gaya chala aaya.12th kaise samapt ho gaya pata hi nahi chala.Maine jiwan me ek bar cigrate piya aur wo bhi aapke hi yado me ,enter ke last din. 12th ke bad maine NIIT me admission le liya ye mere jiwan ki abtak ki shabse badi galti thi. Ab bhi aap ki yad aati ,Gaya NIIT me maine one year padha aur phir Delhi chala gaya.Delhi me aapki yade aur aane lagi bash aapke yado me khoya rahta agar aap hoti to ye karta agar aap hoti to wo karta ,sapno me hi khoya rahta. Sapno me dekhta ki ,Aap ko subah- subah payar se jagata ,mere ek hatho me payar ki mitash bhari chay ki pyali aur ek hato me aapke liye gulagb ka phul hota.subah-subah morning walk ko jate waha yoga karta ya jo aap chahti wo shat me karte. Aap ko brush karte aapke hire se bhi jada anmol aur chamkile dato ko dekhta. Chehre par gulab jal payar se dalta.Mera love aapke liye Ganga jal jaisa pbitra hai es Gangajal ki pabitrata me aapke liye gulab ki pankhudiyo ko dalta jis se aap roj ashnan karti.Mirror ke samne aapki reshmi balo ko shajata- shawarta.wo jhil jaisi aakhe jo na bolte huye bhi sabkuchh bol deti hai un me kajal lagata.aapki nakhuno ko polish karta.Aap ki najuk hato me mehdi lagata ,ek hatho me apna aur dusre me tumhara nam likhta.payar se un aabhushan ko pahnata jo aap chahti.Shath me khana khate ,aap mujhe khilati aur main aapko.Aap ki khushi ke liye aap ki psand ka khud se khana banata.shath me payar se apne ghar ko shajata.Ek dushre ke kapde shaph aur iron hai ya nahi eshka kayal rakhte.kahi ghar se bahar jata to aap meri rah dekhti.shat me TV dekhte,hasi majak karte,khelte .shath me padhay karta.shath mandir jate ,main aapki hi hasi duaawo me mangta.aaj bhi duaawo me yahi hota hai ki ham ek ho jaye.shubah sham aarti karte , aarti ke shamy aapki hath mere hatho me hota.kabhi-kabhi payar se aap ko pani pite dekhta ,wo pani to payash aapki bujhata par amrit pine ka ahshas mujhe hota.Aap ki family ke shath bate karta ya kah le ki apne family ke shath kyo ki aapki family bhi mujhe apne lagte hai, dukh-sukh me shath nibhata.aapke dosto ke shath hashi-majak karta. Kabhi joker banker to kabhi aapke faviorate actor ya actress ke dailog ko bolta .shath me apne apne faviorate person ka role play karta. Kabhi-kabhi jhuti laday bhi karta, Jaise kabhi bacho ki tarah aapke balo ko khich leta , kabhi chuti kat leta, kabhi aapki shamano ko chhipa deta,kabhi halke hatho se pith ,par mar deta,kabhi kabhi aapki shahi bato ko bhi nahi manta aur bhi kae aisi harkate karta jish se aap thoda sa naraj ho jati aur jab aap naraj ho jati to mushkurate huye aapko dekhta aur phir aapki payari si mushkan ke liye aap ko sorry bolta ,aap ko payar se manata. Shat me gana gate ,sunte.aapke liye radio par gana dadicate karta.Aap ko kabitaye,kahaniya aur chutkule shunata.aapke liye kabitaye likhta,aapke liye shayri karta.subah-subah shath me akhbar padhte.aapki manpsand magazine padh kar sonata.aapki khubsurti ki penting karta.hatho me hath thame suryasth ko dekhta.Aapki dhadkano ko sunta jo mere liye hi dhadak rahi hai.Mor jaise barish ke mosham me jhumte hai ushi tarah harek mosham me aapke shat jhumta, akshar barish ke bundo me bhigta hu aisa lagta hai un barish ke bondo ke shat mere shat jhum rahi ho. Chidiyo ko dana dalta,podha lagata , garibo ko dan karta jish se wo hamare payar ke liye duaaye magte ki hamara payar kae janmo- janmo tak rahe.Aapko apni bike par bitha kar shair karta.kahi madahoshi me ek dusre ke aako me ko jate.kisi ke jawan sawarne ke liye khun donate karte.Main aapko payar se pari bulata ya surili aabaj me poonam poonam kah kar pukarta.shat me movi jata ,game watch karta.kahi suhani wadiyo me sair karta.shat me chat,golgape,chocklet,sweet aur jo aap job hi chahti shath me khate.Na jane kyo lagta hai main dunya ki harek burae se aapko safe rakhu.tumhare bare me harek kuchh janu ye dil me hota hai.aapke jiwan ke harek din ko special bana du aur special din ko aur bhi jada special bana du.aap ki photo khichu ,yado me dubjane wale video banau .Main aapki baho me let kar aasma ko dekhta aur aap mujhe.jish tarah krishn bhagwan aur sita maiya ek dushre ke bashtra dharan krte the usi tarah ham dono ek dushre ke kapde ko pahante.yaitihashik jagho par jate ,jaise tajmahal.kash main chidya ban pata to ud kar aapke pash aata, kash mere pash na dikh ne wali shakti hoti to main aapki shaye ki tarah aapke shath rahta. Maine aapko hamesha apne jiwansathi ke rup me dekha hai,jab bhi khawo ya sapno me ghughat utaya to ush me aap hi najar aae, Khabo me mere ghar ko diyo se dipawali me roshan karte dekha to aap hi najar aae,Holi me rangoli aap hi banate najar aae.valentine din apne shat aapko hi paya, khawo me karwachot ko kisi ko mera chehra dekhte dekha to aap hi najar aae.ghar ke upar nam dekha to aap ka hi nam najar aaya.jab bhi khawo me jiwanshathi ke shat jiwan ke goal ko pura karte dekha to aap hi najar aae.jab bhi ghar aata hu dil kahta hai aapke ghar ke samne ja kar l love you poonan ,i love you poonam jor –jor se kahu. Hamesa dil kahta hai ki aapke pita ji se ja kar aapka hath mang lu par sayad abhi unka dialog hoga meri beti ko khilawoge kya ,job to karte nahi ho.ya sayad wo mere hath pair tod kar kahege ab kabhi bola to agli bar jan se mar dunga.Mujhe hath- pair tutne ka dar nhi hai, na hi jan ka par yaisa karne se aapko dukh hoga ,aapki aakho se aashu girenge jo mujhe manjur nahi hai kyo ki aap ne mere bare me socha na ho ye ho hi nahi sakta ya mujh se aapko love ho na jeyega ho hi nahi sakta kyo ki khuda bhi yahi chahta hai. Eshi umid me jiye ja raha hu ki ek na ek din to aap mere jiwan me sada –sada ke liye aawogi. I LOVE YOU
Posted on: Sat, 10 Aug 2013 12:07:56 +0000
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