** Me… The Real Me… ** ( Please read it, I know it is 1,000 words long, but doesnt that just show you how important it is? :) ) I honestly feel like a lot of people dont know how my brain thinks, or how deep my thoughts go... I am getting a lot of comments of people being shocked at how deep my speeches are... I just hide it, I have a hell of a lot to say all the time, perhaps a lot that can help people, motivate individuals... But, it is seen as weird to voice your compliments and opinions. I honestly do care about everyone I meet, I still wonder how an old man is, who I met 2 years ago after a Drama rehearsal on the bus. And when I was in primary school, a kid fell over, and I helped him up, I had no idea who he was, I still wonder how he might be getting on in life. I am probably over caring... My life saying has always been that; Everyone is special, and important, they just need reminding occasionally, and I have made it my role in life, to remind people that they are special. Something I have noticed over the past year, is whoever talks to me, complete strangers, after a very short period of time, they feel comfortable to tell me things they have never told anyone else, and I still cant even understand why they place so much trust in me, I am just a 16 year old kid from London... But… This will sound so big headed, but I have evidence; I am not like everyone else, I am not just that kid that cares about people, that kid that has opinions… Every single word I have typed or ever said has come from the heart, the brain is crap at expressing how you feel, it doesn’t reveal the entire truth, whereas the heart has no filter on it, it feels the words, and means them… I enjoy letting people know they are important, and it’s like they know it is genuine because they always feel better after. I can’t stand people who are mean for no reason, or omg, people who make others feel like complete shit just so they feel better about themselves! I have felt like crap for the past month, I not once took it out on anyone else, in fact, I just told more people how important they are… This is another thing that makes me different, I do not do things in the hope it will improve my life, or make myself feel better! I do the things I do, to make others feel better, to make others feel like life is worth living. Like I said before, life is precious, and there isn’t much of it… Which is scary, I agree. I absolutely hate thinking about the future, but, I did, and I realised that I would regret every additional second I spent hiding, and feeling ashamed. Literally the only reason I came out the way I did, extreme, was to show and inspire others that it is (it is still so weird to my brain to know that I came out >.< )… It is easier to be the real you, than to keep repairing a constantly breaking mask. I have always told people to be who they really are, even if it is weird, being weird really isn’t a negative thing, I’m.. Jesus.. I am bloody weird, possibly crazy, and I absolutely love it, I embrace it. We live in a society that is so accepting now to how it used to be 10 years ago. I actually got messaged by someone saying that my post inspired their friend to come out today in school; you cannot understand how much pride and accomplishment that filled me with, to know that I helped someone build the courage to become their true self. Brilliant. My posts have all been linked the past week… Secrets and lies ruin friendships and break down respect between people… But, trusting your friends the way you should, would mean you don’t lie to them or withhold secrets from them… Which then strengthens the bond and the respect…? ( I am really sorry that this post is 700 words long right now )… In addition though, I try to be as understanding as I possibly can be, I believe that everyone’s opinions are equally important, and I believe that everyone has the right to express their opinions, I mean… There isn’t much else we can do with the millions of thoughts going through our brains :P That’s what I am, I can’t understand everyone and everything, but I can sure as hell try and get a wide range of views and outlooks on life, I enjoy knowing how others think and what beliefs they have. For the past 3-4 months I have been really confused, but, I got advice from individuals, and I learnt from other people’s mistakes, I didn’t want to be a middle aged closet perv on Social Media sites… I wanted to enjoy my youth as the person I am on the inside, being worn on the outside as well. I really do hope you didn’t find this boring if you did read it… I have a lot more I could type; I could probably just type for hours about my views and caring outlooks on people, and how I compliment everyone. I find it very easy to open up through text, and writing, than I could ever do actually speaking… If you know me, you’ll know that I am extremely awkward in social situations, if I hadn’t of explained myself on here, I doubt you’d even know anything about me :P :3 I only meant to write a paragraph, and it is now very close to 1,000 words… Sorry about that, but thankyou if you have read this, I appreciate it
Posted on: Wed, 08 Oct 2014 21:31:07 +0000
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