Momma, Sis, and Daddy, this couldnt have been better written for you. I love you and miss you so much. And Mom and Sis, losing you within months of each other nearly crushed me, half of me DID die with you. You wont be here to help take the girls Trick-or-Treating, help pull the costumes together (or pull off the amazing ones you used to when I was little), or to help inspect everybodys candy lol. I miss how no matter how old we were, we all still dressed up together each year, bc youre never too old to be silly and have fun with your kids. Nobody was perfect, and yes there was a lot wrong, but I wish you were still here to help fix what we could and right some of the wrongs. I wish you were here to watch my baby girls grow up and become the amazing little ladies they are. I miss being able to visit for no reason, to know I was always at the top of your list and that you believed in me like nobody ever has or will, for making me feel loved unconditionally no matter what was happening. I wish I could still call you for those silly things I still need advice on, when somebody does something stupid that really hurts me and know that youll understand, or just to be able to tell you any of those silly, simple little things you tell family about. I miss all of your hugs, your love, your (a lot of times misguided) support, I miss MY family. MY support system, as messed up and unconventional as it may have been. Each day I try to get a little better, and Ill always be there for my babies, but Im not sure losing any of you will ever get easier. I will always love you though, and so will your lil babygirls
Posted on: Sun, 20 Oct 2013 04:04:22 +0000
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