Moving day. Lots of realization. Lots of reflections. Lots of emotions. 1 year. Time flies. Changes. Peaks. Troughs. Wiser or not. Not so sure. Maybe realize im a bit more stupid or still dreaming :)) Since i moved here to this fabulous city, there is a paradox of an used-to-be-shopperholic i have to accept to myself that a ..big closet might not be my priority no more. True story. Two luggages are enuf for all dresses. 1 hr to pack. But worth me more than 3 on packing/touching/staring at every single lil paper book. Honestly, i realize i have nothing rather than this. The fine side is ...each book gives me a story, a page of my life, a reflection of myself changing at the time i was reading them, no matter it was at a coffee corner or on the subway before heading late to the office. Each one captures a stage of emotion... All faces of family, friends, lovers & events at the times... All are flashing back too. Feel blessed coz finally i could find a private place here to...store all memories & feelings as moving through the crazy flows of life. This is things i know for sure i will always be able to keep with me... For long. No matter where i go. This is probably my only forever.. belongings. I was lucky to know two men and a girl friend who taught me and made me feel there is truly something described as...tho im always sad, i still try to live at the moments. Not holding back. When its right, i will show it. I dont think there is anyone crying for me ...if i die now. But if i have to, there will be no regret..for anything i have not done. I used to think those thinkings could just be found in movies or fictions. But it turns out people living that way in this real life too. Its beautiful!!! Wish one moment or two in life.. i would be able to truly confess to myself the same thought. And also, those were people who encouraged me to ...read more. They gave me books or ideas of which to read. They wished me a fulfilled life. They hoped i will live more. Find more about myself. Create more of myself. And i will. Hnmmm ... Going to finish packing now...to await for more changes that life has to offer. People could see changes in different ways. To me.. No adventures, no gains. Hope my future house will have a lil library for kids. Thats where i store all moments of life ive been through ^^
Posted on: Sat, 29 Mar 2014 20:08:26 +0000
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