My Grounding Experience Its been a long 31 days of self-reflecting, peeling off layers and identifying with every emotion that exist within my temple. It seems the more I strive to be a better person, a positive thinking individual, a conscious being... I find that I have much more work to do to remain at peace in my mind and spirit. Perhaps during the course of my transitional growth what truly changes is my level of consciousness... My sensitivity to what or who is around me seems amplified. My green and red light buttons go off like alarm clocks, yea or nay... and I speak less because what comes to my mind is raw, uncut, and deep from the heart...learning how to filter...learning how to be diplomatic...learning how to recover negative situations for the good of all involved. I have been left to ponder what comes first... the situation(good or bad) or my level of consciousness warning me, protecting me, preparing me for whats to come, what to embrace...what a thought to ponder on. My roots are not buried deep as they should be... I am an emotional creature who is controlled by my emotions most of the time. I struggle with being happy... yes I have to work hard to be happy. Every day I tell myself I am not going to be angry today. Im not going to be depressed today. I am not going to be mean today... and I set my intent on just that. My new highs are meditation and yoga, both give me a sense of liberation and they put my mind and spirit at ease. My sacred reading is Open To Spirit...contacting the Healing Power of the Chakras & Honoring African Spirituality by Caroline Shola Arewa. I read it almost every day. While working on my Root Chakra, I have discovered just how much I have sacrificed myself... giving to others, being obligated to others, making other people happy, while all along I have neglected the most important person in my life...me. Spending time working on my Root Chakra brought me to this place and I have decided to stay here 29 more days. I have more work to do, fore mothers to honor and rituals to explore as well as new levels of discipline to conquer before moving to the next level. Im being stretched and experiencing growing pains...there are days when I am calm and days I feel I am going insane...some days are smooth, other days are rough...but nothing will make me lay down and give up. I choose to stay focused and Ill keep moving forward knowing my greatest reward will be to have my roots buried deep in the ground! The desire to be liberated continues!!! Peace & Blessings! Telisa Nganga
Posted on: Sat, 01 Feb 2014 05:26:34 +0000
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