My flight to US is leaving tomorrow at 23:25 The post where I said if I dont make it by my 25th birthday Ill put a bullet right through my brains got a lot of attention, probably some of you hoped that I was joking, but I wasnt. What you must understand is that if I mess up Im going back to poverty, I can endure that if I fail around my early 20s, I can go back to poverty, work my way up. But if I turn 25 and still in poverty, its the end of line for me, really. I know I returned huge amounts of money which I was given, turned down a lot of capital, thats because I dont like handouts, I worked for every dime and everything. I like that feeling of self made. If you give me money that I didnt work for, just to bail me out, I feel cheap. I dont like that. I dont care how small an achievement might be, but knowing that you did all of that by yourself with Gods help of course, no other favours, bail outs, or unnecessary handouts. That makes you to respect the man in the mirror even more. Every time I mess up Ill have two options. First option is to be provided with sufficient capital to start over again, second option is to write few exams, get a stable job, earn around 50k per month, get a middle class home in the middle class suburbs and a normal classy car, with a normal life and everybody will be happy, wow. Unfortunately thats not how I imagined my life. I had a long boring life, when I started generating revenue when I was younger my billionaire former mentor told me to invest more than half of all my earnings in my education, he told me the only way Ill make it out of poverty is by getting smarter. I invested my hard earned money, time and energy to learn as much as I could, when youre in poverty one of your top priorities is to get out of poverty. Do you know how much has been spent on various courses I had to take for this year only? Let me give you a clue, a total sum to over 6 institutions around the world for various courses was R367 000 for the first 3 months, If I show you the receipts now youll be shocked. And I only got that from top institutions around the world, because I still believe that only my brain can get me out of poverty. I understand itll fail sometimes, but it should get this thing right before I turn 25, or it just wasted my valuable time, energy, and money, a lot of money. If my brain cant simply take me out of poverty, it cant produce the massive value I want to provide for people. That means all that money which was invested and it is still being invested in large sums in educating me, to be of use to people, its just a waste. Thats why I invented the third option which is, if I dont make it by 25, Ill blow my brains off, theyll be useless.
Posted on: Tue, 09 Sep 2014 18:20:57 +0000
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