My thoughts about the loss of Robin Williams and the comments about suicide Imagine, if you will, that you have everything a person could want. Youve achieved everything you could possibly achieve and yet you are still saddened to such a point that none of this matters. It doesnt matter because these material things are not what Robin Williams needed or sought after. His wants were something you can never buy for yourself. You cannot go to a store, drug dealer or therapist to purchase. Robin Williams could never get that one thing that always slipped his grasp no matter what he tried to do to get it. He loved everyone around him thinking that would close the wound and stop the anguish, but it never did. Robin Williams could never love the one person who needed his love so desperately but could never get it, himself. We mistake the material things he lavished on himself as self love but it wasnt. For whatever reason, he could never love himself or forgive himself and for that he ended his existence. Ed you mentioned survivors guilt and that gives some insight into what Im talking about. But thats a specific time and place . You know how painful that is but you can deal with it somewhat because you have a target to go after. Imagine a non-specific general feeling like that, constantly second guessing yourself for everything you do, never satisfied that what you accomplished was enough, that the rest was out of your hands. He couldnt do that. That kind of existence is pure hell because your torturer is always there 24/7. That torturer is you. 25 mins · Like.
Posted on: Tue, 12 Aug 2014 21:49:40 +0000
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