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My #wcw Its late and I know were not together but my heart will always be with this woman. I know she is happy right now and im happy for her. The pass years was a blast and I know you know that. One hell of a ride huh lol. I dont regret anything. You will always be my best friend and my first true love. I hope we can still be friends after all this and I really hope we will cross paths again and become me and you. Your a hell of a person. Im so proud of you believe it or not. I know the stuff you been though. And I really didnt ever tell you when we was together that im really proud of you but I am. You have big things coming your way. I wanna be right there with you but I understand your choice. Your a grown woman. I hope this will make you smile and I hope you keep the pictures of us because I am and please listen when I tell that you deserve the best, dont settle for anything less, your a beautiful, gorgeous, super freaking funny, and so smart. I know you dont think your smart but you are in so many ways. I will tell you that I am slowly getting better but I will never be the same and I dont think you will either because what we had was strong. Just people fall out of love. I guess thats life, even though it hurt like hell. I know you still love and care for me even if you say you dont. Im sorry I wasnt the man I should of been, if I could change it, I would of been that man. Please dont take this as disrespectful because I dont want to see you hurt, even though you are a bit girl. I also do not hate you at all, I forgive you for what you did. I still think of you everyday. You running from me in my Lon hallway, you punching me in the face, you singing im having a bad bad day somethin somethin despicable me lmao, you rubbing my back, us taking turns with foot rubs even though you always said but I did it longer i didnt judge you because or your past and you didnt judge my past. Danyel I guess im afraid you will forget me or forget our amazing memories. I will wait for you baby, because your my number 1 but I dont think I can wait forever, even though i sat in the rain for 3 hour the other night waiting for you to get home. That night I seen a person I know longer knew, it hit me when you looked in my eyes while i was balling and said im not in love with you man that hurt like hell. At that moment I knew I lost the love of my life. And its hard not to call you just to make sure your alright and hear your beautiful voice. I want you to know im here, I feel the pain, you will always have me to talk to even if were not together. If your day is bad, call me Ill make it better, i always have i think. I can keep going but I dont want to push you farther away. Remember im here and dont settle for anyone but the one that truely makes you happy in every way. Im sorry im not perfect. I love you Danyel Nicole Gabbard and you no that. You also need to know im always here. Need me to come over to cuddle you to sleep I will. I love you and your family. Have a great day. Ill try to have a good one too. Shhh but I think jacob is going to teach me how to drive a stick. P.S im always here, you never have to be alone. I love you later.
Posted on: Thu, 14 Aug 2014 07:21:44 +0000

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