No words can describe the pain, agony, and sorrow. 19 years. We only had 19 years together. My poor, sweet baby sister. I keep thinking I hear your voice. I keep thinking you will show up and say what the crap are you doing?. I missed you before this and now I will miss you everyday until I see your beautiful, precious face again. July 18th you married your best friend, our family gave you to your husband. You were so happy. Just 6 weeks ago you were walking down the isle, I helped you go pee with that huge fluffy dress on. 19 years ago you came into this cruel world. From that day on I tried to protect you. We share a room, pinky promises, an dreams. You cried in my arms when you were sad, I wiped your tears and promised everything would be okay. Later you would do the same for me. You over came so much. You were my reason you know, I got my life straight and quit so many bad habits because I wanted to e a better example for you. I stopped ripping my flesh away because of you. So many times I thought I would loose you, I didnt see this coming. You were finally happy and starting new. Thursday at 8:30 p.m. I received the worst news I my life. Daddy told me and I fell to the ground and screamed out in agony. I cried for hours, I cried for days, Im still crying. For the rest I my days I will always think of you. I miss your laugh, your smile, and you. This feeling wont ever go away. I just want to hug you and hold you. Casey, baby sister, I keep praying this isnt real, and asking God to give you back. Give Grandma a hug and kiss for me. I love you so, so much. See you soon Caser.
Posted on: Sun, 31 Aug 2014 05:57:47 +0000
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