Ohh the pain, the agony..the WAIT :) baha. Because someone said to hurry thats exactly what I did....lmfaoo now yall may gontinue #TBT [CLOSING CHAPTER] aka finale I see you.Looking at me, Looking at you. .Oh Hey GIRL! EVERY THUG NEEDS A LADY Rias love story PART 22 My surroundings was filled wiv quietness. Friends and family members making an arch around the grave . everybody showed up dressed in white.Today was not to be a day of mourning or sadness but a celebration of a life taken too soon. But even still,I couldnt help but feel heavy at heart standing here.As I looked at all the faces around me I wondered how many lives were touched by the love and kindness of just one person who was so strongwilled and loved fiercely. Who died a fighter.I knew there was going to be a empty space in my heart. Nathaniel put a hand on my shoulder in comfort The tears came down freely having a mind of its own.He looked ahead wiv a blank look.No emotion showed on his face. Molly and Niva both clung onto Nathaniels leg.a tear of their own slipping down their tiny faces.Just thinking about the sacrifice that was made to save my life was too much for me to take. I dropped to my knees in tears feeling the loss more then ever.But I knew God only took the very best. The Faifeau chose that moment to say a few words . reminding us that today we celebrate a beautiful soul. I zoned him out finding it hard to focus on what he was saying as I stared at the gravesite. Niva came and stood beside me. Niva - Aunty I looked up at niva.she was going to grow into a beautiful woman. I stood back up taking hold of her hand. Niva-my heart hurts... She looked so crestfallen. smiling at her I gave her hand a gentle squeeze but I had no words to be able to comfort her for I felt exactly how she looked. Nathaniel moved closer to me. Nathaniel-sis... I faced him. Theyre waiting for you Tilting his head I saw people watching me. Taking a deep breath I let the lyrics of the song come through from my soul. Dear Lord, Are you there? Listening to my little prayer. I dont know. Exactly what to say. Ive been told, that you love me. Hear me when I call, would help me if I fall. I should let you have it your way.. What I guess Im trying to say. Is I need you in my life. Cause I know Im tired of living in the past. I would like to take a chance. On a change down deep inside. I believe that this is one thats going to last. Heres my heart. Its been broken. Its been wounded. But I give it all to you if you would Love me. Love me. Heres my life. If you want it. You can have it. I would give it all to you because you love me. Love is everything I need I couldnt finish the song as I felt my throat close up wiv tears. But through my tears I smiled. I felt a familiar hand link wiv mine at that moment and I felt at peace. I leaned back into the comfort of my mans chest and felt Jays arms wrap around me.His hands resting on my very pregnant belly where our soon to be born son laid sleeping.Jay gave me a kiss on the top of my head before he whispered how much he loved me. Thinking back on that horrible night.it took me months to get rid of the nightmares. When I thought of how I nearly lost Jahrell still gave me chills. seeing Jay laying still and thinking he was hit. It was a day I never wanted to remember. Jay had got the intruder first getting him right in the hand. He was tried for attempted murder and assault. Jay was let go on self defense. Recalling what jay said to me that night always made me smile. Me- I thought u were dead *crying* Jay- I cant die just yet. Who will protect you. Me- *crying louder* I thought u didnt like me. I thought there was no room for me in ur thug life. Jay chuckled. Jay-oh hey girl... dont you know....every thug needs a lady. Pulling me close for a kiss. Being pulled out of my thoughts back to the present. I saw as Noah stepped out from behind Jay. The remnants of that fateful night no longer haunting him. Carrying his bouquet of Roses, he placed it on the headstone of his mothers gravesite. Noah- Happy anniversary mommy. I love you to the stars and beyond. The End.
Posted on: Fri, 15 Aug 2014 11:30:11 +0000
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