Ok here we go...I have thought long and hard about this and believe its time to discuss a few things. First off i want to apologize for the youcaring fundraiser, I really cant stand begging for help. I cant tell you how grateful I am for all the shares and the donated money. The issue that I have with it is a personal problem within my self. I have never had to ask for help before. I have always been the one to give it. The people that have donated to me have shocked me because not 1 of them have I had the pleasure of working with, not 1... Last week I went out of town to help someone, and yet again I got a wake up call...I drove up to meet the guy 3 hours away with a very nice donations to help his son. The guy looked at my car and said u cant possibly be who people depend on driving a car like that as it over heated in the parking lot...I laughed and said ya I am that guy...He then went on to call me a thief, a rip off and a bum. I told him this I drive a crap car because I dont care what I look like anymore, I care for helping others more than myself. He then called me a few not so nice names and threatened me a few times. Im 55 and 125, he was 60 200 lbs...I told him I would not be thief and show up just to beat up. I show up because I stand behind what I do 100% and I dont need the threats for trying to help. He decided to turn my help down. I was ok with that, I dont beg others to take my advice or help. Sad thing was I didnt have the gas money to get back home. I had to be the guy to beg a buddy, and a good buddy he is, to help me get home. He didnt have it to give me but he did anyways, cutting himself short on his rent. All I can say is thanks buddy u know who u are. So it brings me to this post. Driving back I realized that I have cut myself short and hit the complete bottom. I have spend many hours on many pages sharing experiences and helping others as much as I can 24/7 all over the world. Im not going to say for nothing because it is for something...its for the kids and health. I have been told to do the youcaring site to get help from others from a few different leaders in the industry ( Angela Smith not u hun, u are a angel) but after I decided to do it, they all quit answering my messages and phone calls. Then the bashing started... I cant say that Im proud anymore to be part of this community that very easily used me for information to profit themselves. I have said a few bad things about others myself and I admit it...but I assure u this, if I said bad things, they stold or lied to one of my kids or parents and I have all the proof I need to prove it... If I said bad things, well sorry but I defend my name and my kids 100%. I have been told many time how people admire my passion and my work and how they would love to help others too... Sad to say I wouldnt wish this position on my worst enemy... I have seen a lot and have cried a ocean almost daily...I cant stop now or turn my back on those who I care for and Im always going to be available for them and others via personal message. No more groups, no more spending all day helping groups, no more fundraising for the cause. If u need me u can pm me, Ill always be here for the kids but Ive seen so many Moms ( not my Florida canna moms) now out for profit and using there children to do it, that it makes me sick...just be aware that just because they smile on the camera dont always mean they have a heart of gold...I fell for that one myself...Im stepping back, not down and need to focus on survival for myself because because depending on the ones I put so much faith in will never get me thru the issues going on...I hope I have not offended anyone and if I did...well u might be the problem. I have tried my best and others have used me to death but I am done being used for information to profit others. Yet again PM me and Ill still help but I will no longer be in groups. Thanks so much to the ones who have tried to help me and all the shares...wow 225 shares is a lot and Im so thankful. If I had a dollar for every hour I have spent or a quarter for every tear I shed, the youcaring site would not be needed...thanks to the support team that shared I love ya...
Posted on: Thu, 06 Nov 2014 00:57:31 +0000
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