On the outside everything seems fine and peachy smiles all the time always selfless always helping always guarding against the bad,the EVOL,........but on the inside ...........,well on the inside its a war zone tormented defeated destroyed mass chaos rips thru the inside like a long hot firery dull blade that cuts sears never stopping never cooling down just relentless in its way to crush maime and fortify its place to cause utter hopelessness,emptiness,and destruction causing the worst pain imaginable .............,but as always on the outside everything is calm like the eye of a hurricane while everything around is a swirling mess of hate and ugliness ripping destroying everything in its path but always ,,,smiling helping forgetting about its self as if it does not exsist it is a void in the world that everyone looks past without taking a second look or even one glance to see if its worth a damn writing it off as if it was nothing at all or even worth the time of a single breath the outside always seems so happy and ok always acting happy knowing that at any given moment it could implode in on itself all the while the inside continues to self destruct itself waging genocide against any shred of happiness that is left meticulously and methodically picking out each individual bit of composure that remains till there is none left till finally the outside shows its wounds and the inside wins then the world sees my pain and the torment that these eyes have seen that these eyes have yet too see and a soul that has witnessed and experienced more pain and heartache than any five people combined have felt all the while pushing forward and trying to prove to the world and everyone that I feel too.........................
Posted on: Tue, 09 Jul 2013 08:44:52 +0000
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