(Pam) Good Morning all, I havent posted much on our page. Last night I had a thought and felt maybe its time to share some of my thoughts. Last night I spoke to Sundiata about how he was feeling and simply tried to lift him up whenever I see that dark cloud try to creep up on him. Its very visible when it appears and I feel its my duty to bring the sunshine. Sundiata had to hear me say that no one is more equipped than him to carry out this task that God has placed on him. He is very strong and although this is the most challenging time of his life he has no other option than to push through. There are day and nightmares that he face, there is so much pain that I cant even imagine it but I am forced to look at him bear it. Sometimes it even gets so unbearable that he lets out the tears, and Im proud that hes not afraid to go ahead and cry. Its rare, I guess its a man thing, but there are times you just cant hold back the tears and thats ok. This has nothing on the mental pain you are experiencing and although I wasnt the person in the accident, I want you to know I understand. We have to remember that there is some one or there are people out there somewhere who is battling something and need to know that you can get through anything if you believe you can and stand up to face the fight. They have to know that there is a choice, faith or fear, and you can only choose one. Its never easy, but it will be worth it. We havent gotten over the hard part yet but we have come a long way. The next challenge is me going back to work and you will have to learn to handle the simple things like feeding yourself, getting your meds, getting to the doctor, etc. We will take it day by day. Im here and never going anywhere as long as you promise to fight this battle in a way that I know you can. Today is a new day, we will rejoice in it and channel this pain in the area of greatness. We will not focus on what has gone wrong, we will not allow family/friends/associates to get us down. We live happy on purpose, no one can imagine the pain behind your big smile, but if they only knew the why behind the smile, they could understand why you/we choose not to mope or complain. I love you and no matter what obstacle we face, we will not allow it to take our joy. Keep your head up and continue to speak and write. Thats your passion so live it!
Posted on: Fri, 15 Nov 2013 13:14:27 +0000
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