People...I want to say ....I am not coming against the church...For it is only a building where people meet....And yes, some to be be restored...Yes..I am really talking to those that have been going to church and feeling condemned....There is NO condemnation to those that are in Jesus Christ...My personal...experience ..goes like this...I was 22 years old..when God called me. I was only..22 years old people. But...I heard and seen...For I have been in the church my entire life....42 years ....Most of the time...the leaders of the Churches...the few I went to...Not many..said...Come on Darryl....Its in you...brother....Go and speak the word of the Lord...So I took the back seat....just absorbed the word...and always felt , maybe I dont meet the requirements ....But in my spirit, I knew this was false....I was Saved, Healed and delivered...But still....No one has said...here is the mic..or get up hear..and speak a word as the Holy Spirit leads you....So it cause me...to stay...the same...living a dormant Christian life...For the life of Jesus was in me...but no encouragement...with a person...saying..e on Darryl...its in you my brother...I was a newer Christian...so I sat back...Because of the people not talking me...( I was still a babe in Jesus) by the hand..and saying , Get up and do it...Now...I have to start..when I am 50 years old...wow...I am thankful...a few people...did give me that chance to be who I really am....I was a quiet person..because of this....But inside me...I had the fire of the Holy Spirit...So one day I was in prayer a few years ago...I said Lord...I dont understand this...I heard the Spirit of the Lord say this....IF A PARENT DOESNT ENCOURAGE THEIR BABY...TO WALK...HOW LONG WOULD IT TAKE? IF THEY DONT SAY...I KNOW MY CHILD YOU HAVE IT...YOUR SO INTELLIGENT...YOUR GOING TO DO GOOD.....Then it hit me....How could i rise above something , I didnt know how to get there....But I thank God in Heaven for a few people....that gave me the chance...to be free....People years ago..would be...like...well he is quiet...oh that hurt me so bad...because the voice in me was so loud...The voice of God!!! I never thought....its about me...I knew that.......I could never be free...Who God wanted me to be for so long...Then I heard...things like...Well brother Darryl...those pastors are experienced...of course I thought back when I was 22 years old...wow...So the outcome of this...is...you must step on your fear...You may say Fear? yes,,,When told..its not in you...(what a lie) So not many years ago....I took the mic....so sad...even when I talk about this....My hands used to shake....after I have been a born again Christian mostly all my life...they would shake...my voice would be unprofessional....I heard myself...I knew something..is wrong..here....God called me...and He doesnt change His mind....So one day...I decided , in spite...how people looked at me..maybe laughed in side...I didnt pray the professional prayer...How could I ? I wasnt allowed to be free...I took the mic ...and a few times...I was so nervous people...I think , I would have rather died....But then I felt the Holy Spirit come upon me...wow...It wasnt about practice so much...It was about confidence...when people said...You cant do that your not qualified Darryl...But I tell you....TODAY..PRAISE GOD for those few PASTORS that said... You can do it...I see it in you...Then I took the mic...or just went to nursing homes, hospitals..and I used what God had for me the whole time....I felt the Holy Spirit arise in me....so real...so real...oh Jesus...my faith went to a new level...All chains...fell from me...shackles...were loosed...and I walked out of that prison bar....I will never go back there again...If I have to preach from the roof of my house...I dont care...I have a voice....I heard the Lord tell me...one day...Darryl...you have a voice...Then He said...look how many people cant talk....due to illness...I cried...and told God..I am so sorry Lord....I just want someone to be encouraged by this.....It is terrible...If you were never taught how to be the teacher .....How can you be? I am telling anyone that is Saved and Jesus is Lord of your life...Do what He is saying....Today!!...Hallelujah!!...I have 0 fear...I could speak in front of 10,000 people....For Jesus has set me free...by the obedience of a few pastors...Glory to God...You probably...couldnt shut me up now!!...I believe so much..I love Jesus...and I know He is going to do it for me...like He did David...When God called Him...people couldnt believe..it....But He is a man after Gods own heart.....Thank you all for listing to my heart.....I give all the Glory to God...For I could not speak one word without The Holy Spirit....I so anticipate shortly...to go to other countries..and be Bold for Jesus....I have no fear...none..My fear has left me...and Faith arose in me...I walked on my fear...The devil...100% has really came against me...before I had to preach..at a few different churches...around the area....The first time...I woke up in the middle of the night and just start weeping...My wife...said...whats the matter Darryl?..whats wrong?....I told her briefly....But then I said....DEVIL GET OUT!! About 5 min....after I said...that..I fell asleep....To God Be All The Glory!!!!!...It all Belongs to Him....I am so thankful...that before I pass from this earth...I will preach....with the Power of the Holy Spirit....and many will be Saved....from a burning Hell....and Healed ...and delivered from their fears.....My first message I spoke in a church...was titled ....Fear VS. Faith....Thank You Lord...Thank you for allowing me , to be your voice in this dark and dying world....
Posted on: Tue, 01 Apr 2014 22:09:33 +0000
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