People tend to focus more on how you died rather than how you lived. They focus more on the bad decisions rather than who you were as a person. I remember someone who would drop everything to help me over the smallest things. Who would wake up in the middle of the night to answer my call. Who taught me more than I think I taught myself. A man who helped raise me in rough years for us both. A man whose hug could squeeze the life out of you and yet make life seem okay again. I could say a thousand words and they still wouldnt be enough. I only seen him cry a handful of times. At home late at night during our many talks when he spoke of Tosha Pfaff and Cody Pfaff and how much he hurt them and loved them and didnt know what to do. Im not sure if he ever truly could express those feelings. He loved you both without a doubt. Its the only thing i seen make him cry personally. He always worried he wouldnt be enough for Aaron Kososky Michael Kososky Kristen Kososky and Jess. But he was and he loved you all very much also. I am proud to call him Dad #2 and miss him every moment. Hard to admit as a man but I still tear up every time I come across that Fahrenheit cologne smell that you couldnt help but breath in with each hug. It would be your birthday today but God said you suffered enough and took you home. I pray you found peace and selfishly wish you were still here. You are loved and missed Thomas Pfaff. A father in your own way to many.
Posted on: Wed, 24 Dec 2014 15:49:55 +0000
Trending Topics
Recently Viewed Topics
© 2015