#Pûrâkau 3176 Kia ora, he puurakau/patai taaku. A couple of years ago my partner fell pregnant, but due to the circumstances and my fear I made her abort it. I wasnt prepared to bring a child into my life if it was just a big mess (I forever live in regret). About 6-12months later I was at a gathering of gifted people and a Tarot reader was doing a group reading. I received an angel card saying my children were well looked after in heaven. I wanted to break down as I definitely was inside, but I just brushed it off cause everyone was looking at me and I had to read it out so I was forced to compose myself. I still couldnt believe the message I received. Fortunately for me my partner is gifted and can see. Over the pass year or 2 we have been receiving visits from our boy and he even slept with us last night. A few weeks back he visited my partner while she was at mahi and next to him were a Koroua and a Kuia with a moko. She came to us 1 night sharing that he IS ohkay and that they are there to look out for him (confirmed the angel card), along with other things. My girl tries her hardest to describe his features to me and his personality, she tells me hes just a mini version of you baby, your smile, your eye brows, personality :(. I LOVE HIM AND I WILL FOREVER LOVE HIM TO BITS!. I cry my eyes out uncontrollably for him every time hes with us. He hugs me and tells me he loves me too and wonders why I cry each time hes with me. Sometimes he says he wants us to make another 1 of him but still I am not ready as I am unsure if Im prepared or not. My partner, him and myself want him here, but I just dont feell like I can offer him everything yet. He tells us he wants to jump into the next baby so he can be with us :). I was wondering if any1 else has or is experiencing something similar and what they do to rid themselves of the pain. Kia ora whanau and thank you for reading. I understand if you wish to say something about my bad decision, by all means.
Posted on: Tue, 05 Nov 2013 05:09:20 +0000
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