Quite a while ago I met my soul mate (kinda like love at 1st sight I suppose, but has nothing to do with aesthetics)...literally someone who has their life in complete perspective (all emotions, feelings and understandings of others in the correct places/NOT confused nor jaded), has fully experienced, is a true, honest, happy and kind soul, extremely in tune spiritually with life and its surroundings, completely confident in himself, where he is at in life and has been... As we talked for 3-4 hours and 1 tattoo (problem 1, client), became 3 in the same sitting and planning a large back piece in the future (as would happen was TODAY), we discussed a lot of life, love, loss and experience....this conversation felt like I had known this beautiful soul my ENTIRE life and literally like he completely understood ME (where NO-ONE has ever understood me). Very literally like my missing piece that I never knew was missing…That had answers to the things I didnt, understood the things that confused me and answered things I never bothered to question so deeply or aloud...LITERALLY my other half I had never considered may be missing. As he walked in today and asked “You don’t remember me do you?” I said; of course I do. I wouldn’t forget doing 3 tattoos on someone and planning an Egyptian back piece (as I pulled up our reference on google again)…NOTHING was different, still the exact same feeling…Like I had known him my whole life! (Funny thing…his name translates to “King”, imagine that…) LOL Now, anyone who knows me...knows I work (simple), never have the desire, need or want to date or meet someone (Problem #2, never have and am quite closed off to even the thought)...I have always fully believed in love at 1st sight, chemistry, soul-mates, etc....just NEVER considered I may find it someday. I can honestly say I have loved, known true love, been in love and have absolutely been loved to best of ones abilities (possibly more), so I had never considered “more”...just greatful for what I have and have experienced. Which is EXACTLY how I still feel after this realization...oddly! I am just truly happy with what I have currently, have had…and feel no need to add more. Maybe I’m just completely crazy… :-/ ***LIFE WHY ARE YOU TESTING/TEMPTING ME MORE THAN EVER TODAY WITH THEE BEST OPPORTUNITIES I NEVER KNEW I COULD WANT OR NEED IN LIFE????? I REALLY JUST THOUGHT I WAS GONNA FINISH MY TRIBAL SLEEVE TODAY!!***
Posted on: Fri, 07 Mar 2014 04:26:13 +0000