Quite frequently, lately, my heart is wrenched open by the chants, sutras, and mantras of old. This video especially so. Last week, as I lay drifting, I had a terrifying experience ... I experienced someones death. I do not know who she was. I know only her pain of loneliness and incredible fear. The fear was the worst. I struggled (for what seemed like a long time) to get out of this dream until somehow I was free but sobbing. Hearing this, I cried again because I realized that I was there to comfort her, to assuage her loneliness and fear. Why did I run from it? Why was I a coward. This year I must learn to be more aware, less afraid, more brave ... somethings coming. (BTW, I first mistyped it as going .. again a sign.)
Posted on: Sun, 04 Jan 2015 14:16:06 +0000
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