Recently I was told that the things I post are not really me smh ig. First of all if u really know me u know im pretty consistent as far as my real life and what I post on FB. Well in light of my pride and ego I havent been completely honest so here we go..over the past week or so I have to say I officially hit the bottom. I never wanted to end up in the situation im in but it is what it is. For everybody wondering yes I will still be starting a new career tmrw with my guy Brian Jacobs which has been discussed and agreed upon from both sides. But a lot of this happened before we came to that agreement on this past Saturday afternoon. And now im left in a mess that is gonna take a lot of hard work on my part to get out of. Im not perfect. At all. I dont have a car. I dont have a house. Im 26 going on 27 next month and I have never kept a job for more than 6 months. A few ppl might read this post and wonder wtf. Or some will think but remember when...just to try and bring some light to this but the truth is my whole life I have either quit bc something was too hard or i go search for something thats a lot easier. I have never really provided for my family as much as I should have. And I also ended up on academic probation just this last semester at Ivy Tech Community College. So where does that leave me now. Still somewhere I have to start from. And with that said I am currently making a promise. To me, to my daughter Marlee Rayne Austin, to her mother and her family, and to all of my family and closest friends that I consider my family. From this moment on I will be one of the most diligent trustworthy responsible loving and caring and honest people that God could have placed on this earth for you. I will not let u down whatsoever no matter what the circumstances are or the scenario I am handed I will still come out a winner. For me and for you. For us. I will succeed. Thank you.
Posted on: Mon, 24 Jun 2013 04:20:57 +0000
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