Reggaefest rain is giving me much-appreciated time to ponder and write. I love this relative anonymity of liming/selling/camping at music festivals. Trinidad was great, but after a while I got fed up of the easy living and not HAVING to do anything for a literally half a year. Well, becoming a mother was a pretty large task, so Im grateful for the peaceful backdrop upon which it developed. But then I got restless. Then coming to Chicago was an explosion. Before departing T&T I did a Prosperity Invocation (holla Ayodele Fuega!) Within a couple weeks of us being stateside, my intentions of abundance rained down on my family and we opened a shop and have been making tremendous strides and doing interesting things. And it takes work, but it doesnt feel like work. Except when it does because of the full-time job of mamahood. Actually, it IS work; I just make it look easy breezy. I have to; I asked for all this! I have to; my life is about more than myself now! But its intense. Our store itself is intense. Crystals be blowing out me and other people. The high energy frequency upon which we spin is really real. THE Ankh in our shop opens real portals. Just the existence of The Crystal Pyramid Room itself is shifting the energy of the entire neighborhood and reality. And were all the center of our own universes, but its a whole different dynamic when you open your own store which begets interaction with the entire spectrum of human archetypes on a daily basis. Ive become more introverted with time, but I have Leo rising according to one school of astrology so I get why things are the way they are. I know theres another aspect of my charts indicating a very public life. (Midheaven Alyssa Trahan?) So in a way I know I compensate for the public persona by valuing my privacy and down time that much more. Oprah cant build her dynasty simply being always available for those who want her attention, can she? So Trinidad was waaaay low key and I missed my people. Chicago is the highest key I can probably handle, with a LOT of people. Being on the road is a nice balance. A middle ground. I can still draw income relatively easy, but its on different terms and somewhat anonymously. Life dont need to be so extreme, though. With balance, I wont feel the need to run away. Although running away has its value when you find yourself face to face again...with yourself. And realize that relocation aint the answer, but inner balance. The balance is my intended cultivation as we move forward toward autumn. Who knows where the road will take us next? Literally and figuratively.
Posted on: Sat, 02 Aug 2014 19:05:54 +0000
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