Releasing Some Pain One way I release the overwhelming stress and anxiety is to write, Put pen to pad so I can sleep just a little bit better at night, Im the little engine that could, keep moving forward with all my might, With the same people telling me it will be alright, But no one knows Im like a balloon ready to burst from the fright. Most of the time Im called crazy because Im so misunderstood, They dont comprehend my pain but I wish that they would, So the weight of this pain would be gone and be normal like I should, Just to not feel, Id press the erase button if I could, Start a new clean fresh slate, feeling happy and good. I try to break down whats going on inside like simple mathematics, It never works because it makes my life more hectic, I yell just to be heard but it makes me more frantic, Its hurtful that Im looked at like a toddler with childish antics, Once again Ive wasted my voice to another critic. Begging and pleading to be set free from this prison of mine, Smothering from my emotions being on such a short line, Wish more people would be compassionate and kind, Treading through muddy water, telling myself Ill be fine, But at times Im looked at like expressing my feelings is a crime. I hate being treated as a burden, downplaying my illness, I cry oceans of tears trying to relieve the emptiness, I could never ignore or overlook someones unhappiness, They havent quite gained enough knowledge so it makes them careless, Its lonely when you cant share these feelings because its pointless. I want my my feelings and thoughts to shine as bright as sun, So my heart of daggers can move past this rerun, My broken mind can get over whats been done, Happy me is a long journey because healing has just begun, Through this eternal hell I hope understanding will be what Ive won. © September 21, 2014 ~The One and Only~
Posted on: Tue, 23 Sep 2014 16:52:29 +0000
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