Right now, I am thinking about how much I have changed for the good. I didnt do all this by myself, I had help from my Heavenly Father. I had some difficult things happened to me, but I came out much stronger. All the praise goes to God, He was watching over me for these 34 years and He knew that I would become the woman that He wanted me to become. I realized that I have a purpose on this earth and I hope that I can fulfill my purpose. I was put on this earth to please my Father and I dont care what people think about me because they cant take me into the one place ( Heaven) that I want to go so bad. People can judge me all they want, but God knows my heart and my heart belongs to God. Now that I have prayed to God to help me stop smoking, my next job is to start going back to church and be with my Brothers and Sisters, and to be in the house of the Lord. I know what I have to do and I want to be happy with my Father everyday of my life. I do miss going to church, but I have been lazy on Sundays, but no more because I will be in church this Sunday 10-27-2013. Its not the same when I watch pastors on tv, when I could be in church hearing the Word. I also have to get back into the habit of having devotions with my Father and also getting back into reading my Bible everyday. I want to become closer with my Father because Hes the only one who can make me happy and I want to make Him proud of me. So I have a lot of work to do to get my life back on the right track. I am confessing all of my short comings to you guys like the Bible said in 1 John 1:9- But if we confess our sins, He will forgive our sins. We can trust God. He does what is right. He will make us clean from all the wrongs we have done.
Posted on: Fri, 25 Oct 2013 03:48:44 +0000