SO THIS IS MY LIFE.... Or the devastation his hatred can bring to a woman stabbed in the back for no good reason...years of mental anguish from false accusation, stalking, & insults. Watching your kid go through mental anguish because of the stress, having it all taken out on Mom because shes the one to trust ( yay! My child physically abuses me & my mom because of the inner conflict her Dodo creates by actively hating me) hes doing his best to make my life miserable. If it werent for my family, friends , & pets, I wouldnt be able to make it. Hes such a DERP that he actually thinks Im the problem. SIGH. The CPS people he reported me too said I should get a restraining order, but hoes that going to help? Hes not trying to physically harm me, his abuse is in his hundreds of snarky, accusatory emails. & my daughter REALLY dislikes it when he takes photos of every minor bruise or scratch she incurs. Yeah, thats MY fault. Kid is very confused, & fluctuates between love & aggression in her interactions with me. Im going to have to get a new therapist who talks about feeling & behavior & doesnt just watch her play! He thinks hes such a great dad, too. Because hes nice to her. Doesnt get it that abusing me is abusing her. Not that I deserve abuse either.....its been 6 years now that he has been tormenting me....as soon as I gave him the joyful news that we had gotten pregnant as PLANNED....he dumped me. & sId hed take the child as soon as she was born. & he hasnt stopped trying. Coulda had me, but watched his father abuse his mother for five years, so I guess its programmed in his brain to be a jerk to the mother of his child. He seems pleasant enough to everyone else..... I get all the shit from an otherwise decent guy. So yeah, I admin 9 we pages to forget.......
Posted on: Thu, 17 Jul 2014 19:04:45 +0000