Sad and lonely Depressed Thinking about suicide Not just sometimes But all the time I write these words in digust Upon my mirror In my own blood Glaring back at me I hate myself and I wanna die Pent up emotions Ripping me apart Inside my head is a endless chant Bugging and never ending Urging me to just go ahead and give up Today, tomorrow, and yesterday Always its the same I cant stop it Not even sure that I want to All I know for sure is I hate myself and I wanna die So many times Ive thought about it Even come close to carrying my threat through Cos it seems to me to be Sad but true No one here on this earth really gives a damm about me Pitiful ugly me The stuff nightmares must surely be made of Bringing my funeral date a little bit closer still I write these words that keep on breaking my heart Over and over and over again I hate myself and I wanna die No ones fault but my own I know that I accept that Just not strong enough to handle this life on my own So soon Very, very soon I promise that I will make my final exit Silently and without a word So that I dont disturb any of your happy lifes Ill whisper it to myself one last time before I go What I would like you to crave on my tombstone when Im finally gone at last Please dont be too sad Cos its ok Really it is Cos the truth is It was his choice he hated herself and he wanted to die.
Posted on: Thu, 27 Mar 2014 14:54:37 +0000
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