Semestral break again. :) 8 months had passed—one summer that i have spent for training and six months for my studies. Another journey had happened in my/our existence. At first, honestly speaking, i was like being brought back to my first year in college. Its because i felt so anxious, nervous and had a little excitement but almost afraid and scared for the course. Its seems that i was like taking the last year of this degree and i was cross-minded to do so. The funny thing is, i’d almost tried to stop, but they are there to support me. I was talking about my friends. Yes, they were the most influensive people in my life when it seems that everything is hopeless. They act as my back bone and my knees when i find myself weak. They helped me walk, they lend me their ears and hands in order for me to cope up, and they shared their selves for me to survive this course. I won’t forget those times when i fell down—lower down to my knees and felt like i was the weakest person around. I cried, i spent times being troubled and weary, and i find locking up myself in the corner. I was stupid. I was hopeless since then i was being taken for granted and my feelings been played by those hypocrite and sarcastic people. I spent two days alone,until i decided to go back and voice out what’s inside. I tried speaking to them, yet they understand me. I really tried to stop my tears from coming out but i failed. I did shown to them how weak i was during those days, but they lifted me up and support me. They gave these words: “Crying is the best way of knowing how strong a person can be. Its all enough that we saw you cry, you’re stronger than what we think.” Sounds great, right? I was so lucky having them. They’re the only people who quietly understands me and cures my wounds when i was wounded that others did. I thanked God. I was very grateful by that time until now. This semester, our lives has been tested by worse problems in life—breakups, quarrels, misunderstandings, confusions, disappointments, misperhaps, financial problems and a lot more. Satan was at work and God did allowed him to do so in order for us to remain closer unto Him. We chose to be faithful. We implanted again the tightest bond we have and that what makes us all stress free and light. We chose not to be stressed and not to be drown under by those little mischievous in life, and that what makes us still complete and better. After all those sleepless nights and trials we have encountered, i can say that its all worth the pain and dizziness upon waking up in the morning. Now that our bags are packed and we’re ready to go, those memories will remain inside my/our pockets. Problems may be there to surprise us with fear and a weak heart and mind,yet we’re ready to face it with a big smile and a loud laughter. Life has already taught us well, trained us to where and what we should be. It brought us to our limits and beyond that makes us the strongest “ME” and US. I know that one day everything will be punctuated by period, so as long as the Writer has never put us into our ending chapters, we’re ready to face everything with all our hearts with the help of Jesus. Amen. So long my friends! Have a good trip.
Posted on: Fri, 24 Oct 2014 09:13:48 +0000