Sitting here in my little place, heater on wrapped in a blanket with some hot chocolate looking at my little tree and I had been thinking on the way home from the meeting and dinner how very different my life has become in the last 3 years. At the end of 2012 I finally got some much needed relief from all the pain, my spirit being broken and the absolute tearing of my heart into what felt like millions of pieces over the prior two years. I never could have imagined leaving Orange County, finding a new place to call home, living on my own, and a new family like what I have today. I could have never imagined the places I have gone and things I have been able to see and do. Each situation that happened has prepared me..continues to prepare me for what is next. Each and every person in my life at any point during this time, has helped me get here. Some made me feel safe again, some opened my heart back up, some made my heart beat again and reminded me I wanted to live, some took my breath away and some breathed new life into me and a couple led me to being closer to Jesus. He has laid each and every brick of my path very carefully and all the players are the strong grout that have connected those bricks. No doubt in my mind my path is still being built and that I have nothing to fear. He is my rock, my salvation, my strength. To still be standing after what I have been through, throughout my entire life, is a very humbling thought. I am very grateful to all of you, most of you should know who you are. Cheers to 2015.
Posted on: Mon, 15 Dec 2014 03:51:05 +0000
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