So I just got done watching the movie Gods not dead with my sister .... what an amazing movie!!! Those who know me know Im not a very spiritual person but lately I have felt like God and my mom Yvonne have been really trying to reach me and restore my trust in Him. At one point in the movie I felt like God was poking me on the shoulder saying this is the part I really need you to listen to ... I lost all my faith and trust in Him when I lost my mother at 16 or for the longest time I felt like He TO OK her from me. Why would I want to trust and belive in someone who just ripped my world apart and took the most important thing from me?? That is the exact scene that played out in this movie. I was overcome with emotions. All over again I was angry, sad, pissed off, confused and not understanding why. But Im not supposed to understand why, Im supposed to believe and trust that he obviously had a different plan than the one I wanted but was going to help me through it and stand by me. Its hard letting go of all the questions I had and just trusting Him when he tells me it will be ok. Mom and Him have been working hard on me and I may be a little slow to trust again but Im getting there with their constant help everyday. This movie will truly open your eyes. I know It has mine bc I felt Him tonight. My Gods not dead ๐
Posted on: Sun, 30 Mar 2014 02:25:36 +0000
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