So, after a rough few years and things with my boy a lot easier I should be feeling energised and happy. But, living on adrenaline and stress and anger for over a year has made me feel burnt out. Tomorrow we are being filmed again for a Givealittle video to go on their website. Thinking about how i might be able to thank those that helped us in our most desperate moment made me really emotional. There is such a sense of responsibility, to be sure that no one thinks we take anyones efforts made on our behalf for granted. And this time next week I will be preparing myself mentally to take my two heart healthy children to have an echocardiogram and ecg to rule out any undiagnosed CHD. I am fairly confident they will get the all clear. But who knows. To top it all off soon I face a general anesthetic myself for a minor procedure, which I know is nothing compared to open heart surgery, but really I wonder if Ive used up all my positive energy. Then I watch Patrick play outside with his siblings after school today, and they are all so happy and i know that today is good. Today is all we have. And faith, hope and love are still the things that must guide me and keep me going. Please keep your prayers going for our little family, we really appreciate them x
Posted on: Mon, 25 Aug 2014 09:34:10 +0000
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