So its my self pity bullshit.. Why should I keep it all locked up inside? Then treat everyone in my life like shit because I am holding in all pain,hurt,hate and sorrow..listen Im a confident and descent dude..So confident that I can open up to share my feelings, whether they are hard feelings to share or the easy ones.Yes I will say that since this summer life has been really hard for me..I lost the only real family I have ever had..I got out of prison with zero life skills! The most amazing woman I have ever known or will ever know, Anna Jeffrey showed me how to live in the real world.. She did it because she cared about me..Thats it..nothing else! I wasnt use of that. In my life people only did something for u,for something in return.She helped me be confident enough to believe that I could do it.Stay out of jail and say to myself,Im not a lifer..And her kids are incredible to..I miss my life the way it was.. Its taking time to fit into this new life Im throwing together.. So my self pity it just that! self pity so if you dont like it dont read it or listen to it..I will not be afraid to tell everybody once things are looking up in my life.. I want to thank Patrick Fitzgerald,Anna Jeffrey, and Carrie Fitzgerald for being here for me and helping me push on when I thought I couldnt do it anymore. Believe it or not Ive never been alone in life I have always had help a partner though thick and thin.. Its so hard alone..Ill figure it out.. Dont count me out yet..!
Posted on: Sat, 09 Nov 2013 20:13:55 +0000
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