So many of my praying friends are asking...here is all I can say about todays news. I wont give specifics, but those of you near and dear in our lives will know my situation. For those that arent close by... I am asking for prayer for little broken hearts that have finally mended..to not come untied again regardless of the outcome. As a foster mom I spend my days Assuring these kiddos that this is not their fault, their parents made big mistakes not them, and their parents love them just as much as I do. I also tell them this momma isnt going anywhere. That I wont leave them or let them down like momma and daddies before might have done. They heal and feel safe again! Its glorious to watch them learn to trust again. Them along comes the hurricane... In preparing to change permanency goals bio family members start to come out of the woodwork like little ants ready to build their new houses. They see a job, a way of saving and fixing what they do not know isnt broken anymore. I am praying for my babies... Please join me in praying that God decides what is in their best interest even if its not what I desire or if it makes this momma look like she lied too.. for I will not give up on you, leave you, or do things to hurt you. How many times can we scar children before the damage become permanent? Trust me, I have lived the other side of this...as I tried to gain custody of my cousins child but was told I was too late and too far removed. t It was heart breaking and I do not blame others for they are doing what they believe is necessary without seeing both sides of the coin. I have seen both sides and I am trusting God this time.. just as I did last time. He allowed me to heal, love other children as much as I did her and Lil B. I sat back and watchedas other foster families adopted and rejoiced with them, knowing that my family would be complete when He decides. I still trust that, not knowing if this is it or not as only He knows. Please pray for what is in the childrens best interest as well as my families best interest. We can move forward... we have before. But I am 38 and trust God....at 5 you trust your momma who promises to not hurt your heart. How will I explain its not me hurting your heart buddy but a system with many failures? I will continue praying I dont have to explain this over the next several months to little ones who can finally smile again.
Posted on: Tue, 01 Apr 2014 23:18:21 +0000
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