So the Neuro has given me a big wake up call today. The days of me being a Superwoman are over. How I survived as long as I did they do not know. What do you do when you push yourself to the point of collapse/seizures (brain shut down)??? How to undo what I have done I do not know. I will need to accept I will never work in a busy cafe or a busy environment again. Adrenaline took over and screwed my brain. Living on adrenaline for as long as I did brought me to the end. There is a small chance of a full recovery but this journey is only beginning now. I was submitted to tears to hear her say its not in your head. This is real. You have tried to control a situation (my seizures) that is uncontrollable. Your brain can take no more. Whilst Superman was saving Lois Lane who was saving Superman??? You are the Superman in this story Bonita and how you survived as long as you did is a mystery. No one can survive that. Now....time to change and get my life back. Time to restore all the damage done. And IF we find it to be something more....I need to live with that discovery too. But so far the triggers are being discovered and well....I need to avoid my triggers too.
Posted on: Wed, 14 Jan 2015 07:41:17 +0000
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