So today, I experienced the absolute scariest thing ever. On Thursday night I had an asthma attack that resulted in me blacking out, not breathing properly and when I woke up I was unsure of my surrounding. Since that day Ive been having a mild headache and my breathing is troublesome due to the cold. The entire day today I felt fatigued, very weak and unable to keep my eyes up. While walking to work, I kept thinking to myself that I kept feeling like I was going to blackout soon, but just pushed and stumbled to get to work on time. I was having major trouble keeping my breathing steady, I ended up hyperventilating so bad, that I slipped out of conciousness and fell to the floor shaking. My boss and her husband and daughter picked me up and sat me down at the closest table, where at that point everything turned yellow, to white, to absolue darkness. My breathing stopped and I was unable to communicate or move with the outside world. I had opened what I though where my eyes but I looked down and saw me laying my head on the table and everyone surrounding me asking if I was ok and offering me water, to where I somehow slipped back into my body almost as if I had left and took a breath, almost like I had been drowning. I drank some water, but I ended up slipping out of conciousness again, but at this point the paramedics got there and while I was sleeping I guess, they put oxygen on me and I took the same breath again as if I emerged from almost drowning, they took my pulse and said it was faint, and once again I slipped back out of conciousness, and I was just laying on the stretcher, unable to move, speak or respond to my body, but I was witnessing everything from above where I was. I kept hearing this faint voice tell me to calm down, and to relax. That everything was going to be ok. When I woke back up I was already in the ambulance and everything seemed to be a memory, almost as if it didnt happen. I was so in shock at what happened. I cant explain it, but from this moment, I can only think that I died over and over again. I could be wrong, and I really hope that I am. The entire ride back home, I kept hearing in my head the paramedics say that I had a panic attack, but it didnt and still isnt making any sense to me that it could just have been a panic attack. This was honestly the scariest moment I think I can remember. Im ok now, and I hope to see a doctor soon
Posted on: Sun, 16 Nov 2014 02:27:06 +0000
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