So tomorrow is Christmas huhn? Yeah I know!, but how many of you all know the TRUE meaning of it? Well I Do! & as I sit here awaiting to clock in for these LONG 12 Hours, I think about the reason for the season and I while in tears think to myself Lord I know you Know best, I know we all live, but one day we gone die, I also know you Got me!, but what I dont know is WHY I FEEL SO LOST & ALONE WITH OUT MY MOMA! Yeah I said it, So what! Im tired of hiding behind this smile & Happy Go Lolly Character when deep down inside my heart is crushed, hurts tremendously, & I keep a headache! I Love myself & my children too but Lord I NEED MORE OF YOU! THIS Cruel world thinks I cant vent, hurt, cry or be in my feelings because Im Shelly Poo/Michelle/Shell/Superwoman, aka the Crunkest/Hypest Female MC down south has to offer, Im the president of one of the hottest, cutest Female MCs around, Im a Coach & youth advocate that ALL KIDS LOVE & LOOK UP too, & Im always there to scratch the next person up or lift them when they fall but guess what, in the words of LL COOL J, I NEED LOVE TOO! NOT SYMPATHY, just Love! It can be in the form of a Prayer, hug, written on paper, or just verbally, either way, please continue to pray for my strength! Im going to make sure me & my blood sister get close this year, and Im going to stop holding my feelings in. While Im doing that, you all continue to Love each & every last one of your family members No matter what cause friends may Come & Go, but Family Lasts Forever! Merry Christmas, Happy New Year, Happy Holidays period, & God Bless! Love, Michelle PS to my Mr Right, my Future, My hubby dubby whos got to be out there SOME WHERE LOL, FIND ME THIS YEAR FOR NEXT YEAR IS NOT PROMISED! 😄
Posted on: Thu, 25 Dec 2014 00:53:22 +0000
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