Soapbox mounted I may have to accept it. I may have to move on and rebuild. And I may have ro figure out how to make the best of it. But by God, I dont have to be happy about, I dont have to act like it was the right decision, I dont have to be ok with it. AND I DO NOT HAVE TO AACCEPT THE BLAME for other peoples acts of betrayal and shame. It is not my fault that others acted shamefully and destroyed something that was and could have stayed good and wonderful. I didnt make those decisions or commit those acts, and I will not let reality be rewritten where this was my fault or I didnt try like hell to stop it. I wont even accept the blame for trusting them in the first place. It was the right thing to do, a lot of wonderful results came from it, and yes, Virginia, Id do it all over again. I may suffer for other peoples acts of betrayel and abandonment, but at least I know those actions werent anything that I would ever have done to anyone else. I would never have done those things to anyone I cared about and had made life promises to. EVER. AND NO one can make me take the blame for others awful shameful actions that they did of their own free will. I will pay for my sins, and I may pay in a lot of ways for other peoples sins too, (more than they seem to) but I wont take ownership of anyone elses sins but my own. I tried, and try, to be a good person. I have, and will fail (a lot). But I have never abandoned my principles and intentionally and repeatedly betrayed a trust. And just like me saying that doesnt make it true all by itself, trying to shift blame to me for things I didnt do or deserve to have done to me doesnt make them my fault either. I eould have stayed. I would have worked. I would have maybe even forgiven, if I had ever been honestly asked. Because thats my defination of loyalty and true love. Dont shame me because its not yours. End of rant.
Posted on: Sat, 23 Nov 2013 06:39:03 +0000
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